This weekend has been an emotional roller coaster for me. Many triggers have made their way to the surface. Saturday was my sisters bridal shower! This was bittersweet for me because I see her so happy and ready to start this next chapter in her life. Then it reminds me of when I was married, and how horrible it was and me along with it. It completely changed me. Tore me to pieces. The only good thing that came out of that marriage was my oldest daughter. It was also brought to my attention how many others that you think are so strong, are really frail. Filled with anxiety and depression. I know these all too well. However, I recently made a decision that I need to live for my kids. I deserve to be happy again. That is exactly why I chose to do what I am doing now. It is often disheartening to see so many people judge me and knock me down. They assume that I am full of it, or that I just want money. That is not me. I want to help others. To help them find themselves, and bring them back to the person they used to, or want to be. Many think I am a liar or a scammer. The truth is, I am a single mother just trying to help others that just so happens to also bring in an extra income. I do not receive any support. I am doing this on my own. I try to be strong and show my girls to do the same. I will not let these people bring me down, and I trust that those who are willing to listen will come around. Even those who waste my time or call me names, I hope they will find what they are looking for.
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